Realizations

Every once in a while I realize things about myself that I didn't really know before.  Well I knew it but keep realizing new dimensions I suppose.  I get Bored.

Often.  I have brief, intense obsessions with things and then I am so bored I can't stand it.  Happens most often with food actually but really everything.  Today I realized that I am completely bored with my computer.  I've had it for a little over a year and a half and now I'm done.  I want a better one.  Or just a different one.  Granted this one has been annoying lately with its randomly turning off... but I'm pretty sure I shouldn't be bored with it yet.  How long is long enough to have a computer.... I am pretty sure it's somewhere along the lines of a couple years but I'm not sure.  I believe that perhaps I should be my own master and try harder to not be bored.  It is satisfying though to call someone a dipwad.

My second realization is that occassionally I have no control over the random thoughts that come into my head.  For instance, today I thought about the pondering I had as a child that the more keys you have, the more important you are.  I always thought that about my parents because I'm pretty sure my dad had about fifty keys on his keyring.  Today I added an eigth key to my keyring and started thinking about this again. And if I use virtually all the keys on a daily basis would that make me more or less important?  Now that I have this many keys though I'm pretty sure it doesn't make me more important it makes me more annoyed.  I have to carry all these keys around with me and in my pocket.  I hate keys in my pocket.  Lame.  See, no control over the incoming thoughts.